What's awesome to me

When I come home which sometimes is rare; My baby sister will run up to me and give me a huge hug and kiss. I feel that is awesome to me because when i'm having a bad day or if i'm in a bad mood, this little girl will make my day by doing just that. Even when i'm having a great day, it'll just make my day a whole lot better than it already was. She may not know how much that hug means to me but I think it's the thought that counts and for her to love me the way she does makes my life just a little bit better everyday and for that I thank her. She is a little princess, born on christmas day and I feel that makes her a blessing from the heavens and i'm going to do everything in my power in order to make sure that she is safe, happy and loved because she makes me happy and makes me feel loved so i'm going to make sure she feels the same. I'm going to start coming home early everyday just to see her cute little face and get that big hug from her, I love my little sister.

Two Brothers

Me and my brother are a year and a month apart and ever since I could remember I've been trying to keep him out of trouble and away from the wrong crowd of people. He use to look up to me alot and we were real close but as time passed it seems like we just grew apart and became the complete opposite of eachother. It's like he feels like everyone owes him something so he just takes things like money, clothes and alot of other things but he takes it from his family and I don't understand why; I want to be there for him and be the person that he talks to about stuff but he just does't open up to me and I don't know why. Sometimes my mom says that I'm Huey and he's Riley from the boondocks cartoon and shes absolutely right because I love anime, samurai's and all the japanese stuff and he likes being out in the streets, smoking and being a Thug and it just kills me to know that I have no control over him being out there like that because anything can happen, but I have another brother and a sister who are 10 and 3 so I have to make sure to keep an eye on them to because my baby brother copies everything I do, like play video games, draw, create stories with there own world. He's basically a little version of me and I don't want him going down the wrong path like my other brother so if he wants to be like me then fine, so be it as long as he doesn't turn out that way I'll be fine knowing that I saved at least one brother. I feel like I'm in a losing battle because I can't make him chose his friends, I can't tell him to be home at a certain time because I'm never home either and no one made me chose my friends so how will that look on my part? Well all I can do is hope and pray that he'll see the light but I hope it wouldn't be to late.

Going through the motions

I'm a student in college and my reason for enrolling was to get an education and a learning experience, I am here to shape my future and fulfill my dreams. I'm sure everyone is or would love to do the same but my major was originally game design because I love video games and everything about them but while in that major I realized that It wasn't for me and began to think about what it was that I really wanted to do. I began thinking about my hobbies and my passions like my love for music, drawing, anime and writing so I decided to become a business major so that way when I work up from a small business I can start building a music studio, art museum, and an animation business. I know that its not going to be easy but if I can accomplish this goal then I will have fulfilled my life's dream and I wouldn't have it any other way.